When There Is No Where To Hide!

When the panic swells up in your throat threatening to choke you and there is nowhere to hide. When the tears fall down your cheeks, their salty taste the only thing that reminds you that you are alive.

Just when you think you are back in control , as quick as the flip of a light switch. Your plunged back into the abyss.

Now, there is no where for me to hide . Except in these words

I am writing as I bury the panic which is an all too familiar friend.

I will not hide. I will stand and fight.

Cindy Lotian

Oct. 30, 2015